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its been a while... [Nov. 3rd, 2006|02:29 pm]
[Current Location |home]
[mood |chilled.]
[music |the city on film]

amor fati.
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(no subject) [Dec. 22nd, 2005|07:45 am]
i'm living proof of karma.
i used to only have fun.
i didn't have a job and i'd skip school all the time.
now i work all the time and don't really have fun anymore.
and now i must go to work.
good morning.
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(no subject) [Dec. 7th, 2005|01:17 pm]
i was supposed to work today but didn't.
it's ugly outside.
i'm completely broke and stressing out.
i feel like everything is caving in.
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(no subject) [Nov. 29th, 2005|05:18 pm]
[music |rakes]

someone is hammering stuff in one of the neighboring apartments.
so, ive been thinking someone's at my door since about 1130 this morning.
i love it.

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(no subject) [Nov. 27th, 2005|10:03 pm]
i have a horrible headache.
i have to get up at 7 for work.
a typed rough draft is due tuesday for class.
i haven't started it yet.
but this is pretty normal.
i type all my papers the night before they are due.
the final draft is due thursday.
then i have the final exam on december 7th and then im done with school for the semester.
i will probably start working a whole lot after that so i can have some money for gifts and travel.
life is boring.
i hate when reality catches up to me.
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nietzsche's virtues [Nov. 8th, 2005|12:19 am]
of all the virtues, i think i most admire those who sincerely exhibit the following:
! fatalism (amor fati) - love of fate - an appreciative acceptance of one's experiences. to not only bear what is necessary, but to love it.
! "the feminine" - values carried out by women - perceptiveness, willingness to attend to intuition more than rationality, appreciation of appearances, and bodily gracefulness. modern feminists oppose association with these qualities, but these qualities are sincerely valued; they become even more valuable when the qualities of men are associated with conformity, clumsiness, insensitivity, and lack of grace.
! honesty - an overflowing of truth, or one's heartfelt opinions. one tells the truth not because it is an obligation, but because one has cultivated truth-telling, and honesty has become part of one's character. Telling the truth has little to do with the "greatest good for the greatest number." honesty deals more with an internal committment - "I will not deceive, not even myself."
! integrity - having integrity is not to be confused with any single virtue - for example, with being honest. One can be ruthlessly or manipulatively honest in a way that betrays one's integrity. Integrity is the unity of the virtues, it is what holds them together.
+ honorable mentions - aestheticism, courage, courtesy, depth, egoism, exuberance, friendship, generosity, justice, playfulness, pride, responsibility, solitude, strength, style, and temperance.

"Become who you are!"

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(no subject) [Oct. 25th, 2005|11:03 pm]
odds are weird.
evens make sense.
last to know.
that's how it is.
my fault, duh.
i = bad person.
ex oh ex oh
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(no subject) [Sep. 26th, 2005|09:58 pm]
[mood |really good]
[music |usual shittt]

my body has turned its back on me. my calves/feet cramp up constantly. my stomach rejects most things. my throat loves to cough. my brain no longer wants me to see clearly or do well on exams. i'm sick in probably every aspect of human health. it's cool for the most part, sike.
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(no subject) [Sep. 25th, 2005|03:56 am]
[mood |same shirt different day]

i dont eat, sleep, or really do drugs anymore. i woke up at like 845 today to go see my little bros soccer game. he gets 10 dollars collectively per goal. he made 60dollars today. then sarah and i took him and her cousinss, matthew and laura to the zoo. it was intense. it was unbearably hot. and these kids were going non stop. i was tired. then i went to my parents house at 430 to fix my car. i napped for like 45 minutes. watched beverly hills cop with my dad. fixed my car. left at like midnight. saw sergio and ric and the crew at ric's. i love those dudes. im excited to visit them in san fran and chicago later this year. i am hella tired now. goodnight.
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(no subject) [Sep. 20th, 2005|09:23 pm]
[music |dope shit duhhhhhhhhhh]

i love my mom. i think im going to put my septum ring back in for a few days. im not sure though. well see. my parents have never seen or heard about it. im going over to my parents house tomorrow so my dad can fix my brakes. hes into cars and man stuff. like me. siiiiiike. then im eating lunch with mom and sarah at fralos the next day and picking up abe (my five yr old bro) from school and then jessica sarah and i are going to hit up the shopssss. and i think were going to abe's soccer game saturday. its gonna be sweet. i think my mom is going to take me shopping soon for stuff for the apartment like lightbulbs, curtains, brooms, mops, candles, decorative things for the walls, etc. that should be cool. my sister is turning 21 saturday. i will be getting incredibly drunk with the familyyy. i will also silently be celebrating my one yr anniversary of not washing my hair. i yhink im gonna buy this sweet ass jacket this weekend or next week. things are pretty good right now. i pretty much just listen to hip hop now.
goodnight brahzzszs and girlieeegurrrllzzzss.
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